I'm sorry to say, guys, but Today's hitting me hard. It would have been M and my 2 year anniversary. We're not even speaking, and I really feel like my life is totally out of order, and a complete wreck, so I'm going to be taking some time to get my head straight. I've never had a female mess me up like this before, and I've been asking myself for who knows how long where things went wrong, living the part of the lovesick and heartbroken fool. I don't know when I'll be back, if I come back (doesn't mean I will or won't) or if I'll even be the same person when I do. I'll probably check in in a few days, depending on how I feel, but for right now...(shrugs) I feel like I've had a lover's quarrel with life itself, and nothing seems 'right' anymore. So I wanted to let you guys know, before I just vanished and you guys wondered if I died or something. I'm so messed up, I'm not even smoking meat right now.